Another Year; Another beginning.
posted on Wednesday, January 1, 2014 @ 11:00 PM | permalink
Happy New Year Everybody~~
2013, isn't just like any other year. It's been a really though year for me and I'm really glad I've finally gone through it. It's a different year for me because I'm no longer a student. I've stepped into the working environment and be treated like a working adult. Gotten my first full time job early 2013 and living a life depending on myself. No longer reaching out for money. I'm really proud of myself at that point of time and also finally looking clear of how the world is like.
"Not everybody have the same heart."
- One of the things I've learnt through this journey. Not everything was as simple as I thought it was. The world was too big for me to imagine. Not everybody is the same. Not everybody who appears as your friends are your friends. People are just....... plain scary.
Culture shock, I guess. Honestly, didn't expected the world to be like this, but.... sadly it is.
I got frighten by the world, got scared by the people, got tired of life. Still, feeling thankful for the people who have been helping and guiding me through. Even though I was really satisfy with myself being able to go through shits after shits, I got really exhausted and resigned in August. Ha-ha.
Yes, I got my first job and left in the same year. HAHAHA
I needed time to regain the faith in humanity. I needed time to disgust everything I've learnt on life. I knew I need to prepare myself for the world all over again.
I got on my feet as soon and am now holding a part time job. Not as bad as I though it would be!
Like a rainbow after the rain, there's always a good thing after the pain.
I've had lots of First experience.
Earning my first bucks of money and going for a short getaway. First trip to Batam, First time travelling to a country beyond Malaysia. First try of A&W.
Followed by another rewarding getaway in the same year. First time boarding the plane. First trip to Bangkok.
First time trying out filming. Even though it's just a short film. I'm glad I have the courage to be part of it and meeting awesome people
First Musical for Della's Glass Anatomy with the Bff just cause I love ding dang.
Lastly, also one the best thing that happened was having the first dog in the family and conquering our fears
Now,
What's a new year without new year resolution right!
1) SLIM DOWN. HEALTHY DIET.
I don't know how I would be able to be having a healthy diet when I don't take any vegetables and am not planning for that. Just.... cutting down on fried foods and fast food and slimming down to not more than 40KG!
2) GIVE LOVE. APPRECIATE PEOPLE AROUND.
I want people around me to be feeling loved. I want to start giving and stop being self-centered. Appreciate small gesture and never taking people for granted.
3) SAVE $$ AND TRAVEL.
This have always been on my resolution every year. Finally did it last year and I'm still keeping this going. I wanna go to Maldives this year! Sea-breeze. ahhh. I love beach, I love sea.
4)MAKE DECISION AND STAND FIRM
Decision making was never for me. However, there will time when I need to make decision for myself. Dream or reality. I need to be firm with my decision already.
5) WORKHARD It's time to get a feel of how isit to have your hard work paid off. Also, be patient enough for it to be recognised. Every thing takes time. Let's take a step at a time.
Guess, that's all!
Here thanking everybody that have been part of my 2013!! Be it good or bad, love ya'll!!
Have fun in 2014!
PEACE!
*flying kisses!
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