Are you afraid?
posted on Monday, October 31, 2016 @ 11:40 PM | permalink
Well, finally had some time to update this little space of mine. Life been pretty fulfilling this month. I've started doing something that I never thought I would be doing at all. I quitted my admin job of 2 and a half years. I bid goodbye to all the toxic in my life. I finally broke free from all the negativity and am surrounded by lots of positive vibes now. So thankful.
At least, I felt happier. But life would never be so so good.
Have you met the right person at the wrong time? You know it's the right person, right from the start. But things just don't go right between the both of you. It was full of obstacles. I was determined to go through everything. I knew it wasn't going to be easy anyway. But things just got worst and worst....
My heart broke. My brain stopped. I can't breathe a million times.
I can't. I can't do this anymore. I tried convincing myself that if he was the right person for me, I should be the right person for him too. But no. he doesn't feel the same. & there's nothing I can do. I tried and No. I am still not the right person for him.
So there goes ........ Ended.
Can we meet again at the right time?
Right now, this moment. I am determined to focus on my career and myself.
To love myself more. To understand myself. To find myself. I might be selfish. But I have been doing too much for others that I've been neglecting so much on myself.
22 years old and I still don't know who am I. I am still figuring out who I am.
What do I want.
Since I've already decided on having a new life, I hope this new life will lead me to finding myself.
I have faith.
Goodnight! 💕
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