Happiness just doesn't belong to me.
posted on Sunday, July 27, 2014 @ 11:31 PM | permalink
I really couldn't imagine what is going to happen next. Have I been too strong or was I just as weak. I wanted to let things off my chest. But my mouth doesn't work, I couldn't trust anybody for this. Do people have motive when they're doing good or are they just purely here to help? I couldn't decide. It does sound a little unfair. Then again, when was life ever fair? Someone once told me to look at my fingers. They can never be of the same lengths and that's how unfair life is. True much? Life doesn't go where you want it to be and it doesn't work like how you wanted it. Most of the time, it just went the opposite and there's nothing you can do about it. "Time heals everything" - bullshit. Time doesn't heal anything. It only heals when you start letting go and forgetting about it. Tell me how would you even allow yourself to forget anything this close to your heart, let alone letting it go or even getting it replaced. No. no. and no. It does take one a whole lot of courage to climb out of your own box and face the world all over again. I ain't this brave. I wished I was........ Happiness just doesn't belong to me. Labels: diary, feelings, personal |