Tough decision
posted on Friday, November 29, 2013 @ 11:36 PM | permalink
Been looking thru courses for future studies and I really have no idea which to go for. I don't want to waste a year or two dreading school and studying what I don't even had interest for again, like what I did in ITE. I always knew I wasn't a study person. But I know, I just can't stop studying. I need to, even if I don't want to. Thinking of doing part time studies so I could have a full time job and only need to attend school twice a week. At least, I've an income and will still be able to feed myself during my studying days and I don't have to drag my feet to school. I would say I miss studying now and I can foresee myself saying how much I late school on the first day of school. I want to make sure I wouldn't do that. But how? I'm definitely going to make the correct decision this time round, I have to. This time round isn't just about the studying period but also my career. I wouldn't want to be working in a place I don't have passion on for the next ten to twenty years of my life. How are we going to make the correct decision at such age? I've actually had plans and I knew what I want. I knew I would be able to go to school happily daily. But it just wouldn't work out in the long run. Guess I would just have to drop that idea and move on..... |